Never Gave In

Went really well. Some things about this weekend could have been better, but hey wtf do I know? Lol, Hope this week I will she her but hey once again, WTF do I know?

Last show in a few hours. Wicked bummed about it. But some family will be there tonight. 

Show went well last night. Then went to a Halloween show when I got back into town. Wasn’t bad. Really wished this weekend would have worked out…even going to spend Halloween alone. I wish I didn’t get my hopes up about things. I know there was nothing she could have done cuz of that retarded snow storm…but still… =/

Well, going to give it my all this afternoon, then cast party after that! 

As he laid his head on his pillow, The thought of death swept through his mind. The battle he had fought was none like any he had faced before. He had fought every single day and night. Though he was tired and weak, he continued to fight on. But what is he fighting for you ask? The one thing that every person fights for on a daily basis. The one thing that is worth more then money or fame. The thing that really makes the world go round.           That one thing………….Love. 

The Love he fought for was a kind of Love he had never felt before. Sure, he had Loved before, but nothing like this. This was different. He couldn’t put a finger on exactly what made it different, but in his heart he knew it really was. Every night seemed to be a battle to keep it going, but it was for the best. He saw a future with this Love. Always. Everyday he had thoughts about what that future might be. 

You may be asking yourself, “Why go through so much trouble for Love?”   Because when you Love something as much as he does, he don’t just give up. You continue to fight for what you want. He Loved this love and he wasn’t going to let this slip out from underneath him. Everything he did, he did for a reason. Whether a simple, “Your beautiful” through a text, or setting up a romantic date for 2, he did it for that Love. 

But lets go back to the death sweeping through his head. Why? Why was he thinking that? Because it was the only thing that brought him any comfort. Comfort you say? Yes. Comfort. Death seemed to be the only thing to think about that didn’t actually hurt in the end. But does that Love make the thought of death go away? That answer is Yes. 

That love he felt made every single bad thing go away. Though that Love may think otherwise, it’s the truth.